Sometimes you feel as if life is going on too fast. Your life seems to go so slowly in comparison that people cannot have to look on you differently. Some people are so caught up with wanting to do something that they end up doing nothing. I’m afraid that I may fall into that trap. You dun have to tell me for me to see wad I’m doing wrong. Let me repeat that again some people are so caught up with wanting to do something until they end up doing nothing. Does it mean that one has to look into the mechanics and the chemistry of human life in order to succeed? Success is written all over their faces. People who want to achieve it live the simple life and get high along the way. They seem to be morally depleted but whom I to pass judgment. You aren’t an angel yourself. Sometimes being shrewd and uncannily witty help. But it makes you seem so fake, so not down to earth. Definitely the pleasure and compliments would number up to infinitely many, but the function of certain criteria that gets you crazy in the cafeteria, is the madness that you seek within. You try to hide so many facades, so many masks that you end up fleeing, running away from life rather than living life. What is living life? Why do some people free to live life freely while the rules of moral conduct and holy things impose others like that? Is it really a matter of options? Can we end up saying that opps. I’ve done mistakes in my life and I have to change. I’m angry that some people that other people’s forgiveness for shit advantage. I fume to think and utterly disgusted. I know what this burning feeling in my tummy now. It’s anger. It’s frustration its’ the madness that you derive from bad experiences. You hate someone and that feeling burns inside of you. You hate, you hate, you hate. That feeling is hate; yes I know how hate feels like now. Being angry. Anger of the seven sins, you can’t really explain certain feelings in life cause you are not in the disposition of explaining it. You are not liable in explaining the things you do you don’t have a reason not to. You just change and adapt to whatever you get yourself in. you lose principals and make assumptions and poor judgment along the way but it’s not your fault. You blame circumstance. You blame the environment of you you’ve been brought into, the people that you have interacted with. You think you know yourself but you don’t. If something beyond your expectations beyond that scope crops up you lose control. Some are just too self absorbed. I need to be focused man. Need to express myself. Need to channel this frustration. This inner-hate to something more productive; you have to mould yourself. To know yourself before you can actually grow into the person other people can love and can associate to. Cause for now, like you, they themselves are confused with who they are. They have their own dilemma; they have their own ways of expressing themselves. They have their own problems. So move on. Who are you to lament? Complain and express that frustration and anger. Who may I ask? Who?